hey peeps...guess wat..abt that playstoprewind thingy...its settle..so case closed...but juz a no more gas haus!! muahahaha....fuck gas haus sial!!

my life is so miserable at werk u know...for the first time in my life...i gt a warning letter...fuck desmond...its all abt that fucking keys...and i gt fucked and gt the insult...and watever it is for 2 days!! one is over the fone...the other is at werk in the offce...and due to i was so scared..worried...nervous and etc...i had my worst asthma attack ever!! until i was brought to the hospital...sighzz...and i heard nt even a single guilty face on that fucker!! sucks man...i'll juz wait til HR has to do the report...then will call me to ask wat happen...n i will tell them the whole truth...i dun anymore...i'll be leaving the hotel sooner or later...no pt staying u know...its always me...mc also me...werk also me...wat the hell haf i done wrong also i dunno...

i was discharged yesterday...lucky me...nothing reli happen..i would like to thank my secretary, erin, for being there for me...and the rest who has helped me thru...i'm fine now...so far lah kan...hehehe...

btw..i miz my jinx...dunno how haf they been doing...i know u girls are bz wif ur sch..but cant u girls juz spare 1 wk once for jinx?? or at least 2wks once or something...or mayb chat or something..i dunno..anything that can keep us updated...like tis cam we r all quits u know...hmm i dunnolah kan...me anything goes..if u girls wanna call it quits...i dun mind..i respect coz i understand u all schling lah...

anyway..i'm signing up for drumming lessons end of tis mth...cool uh?? since i dun jam anymore..might as well i learn some skillz...and also finding for new job..my mom suggested me to for for NIE...to teach home econs...hmm great idea hor...i'll try to look out for it...me teacher...hahaha...like wan to laugh sia...hahaha...

anyway last thurs..me and deary had a great time going....snow city!!! wow it was fun sia...and it was damn cold..until our nose was so numb....my mucus became hard u know..freezing giler...hahaha....but it was great sliding down and bumping to deary...he bumped me hard u know..until i bcame like prata...hahaha...

i feel like going for karaoke again...but wait for my pay lah...now i'm damn so kering of money liao...hehehe...hmm tats abt all...i'm on mc yesterday and today..tomorrow i off...hmm so lucky hor...take care everybody....c ya ard!!

anyways...congrats to my fren for her wedding tomorrow..i'll see if i can come...then my the other fren on her engagement on 3rd feb...now me and my gf planning for a holiday...to langkawi...hmm wanna haf a break sia...sick n tired of werk...hehe...soon ah..mayb on early march i guess i'll be going...so excited...bubye!!

                signing off: lizdrummer_09 (khailiz_1505)
                i'm recovering...no worries...drum lessons here i come..

tis is basically a shout out to those of u who read my blog or my msn heading tat i said fuck gas haus...who is so anti to me or to my band jinx...

let me tell u yea...every musician has their own style to bring up their music...like genres...u gt urs n i gt mine yea...be it if we play for fun, for passion or for career...it doesnt bother anyone of...be it if we r wasting our money in jamming as we dun improve or still we haf weaknesses...we dun use ur fucking money to pay for our jamming sessions n we dun use ur fucking time for our jamming...u dun know the story abt wat happen to us in gas haus..so dun be too kpo...n even if u all knew yea coz u all gt ears...so juz shut the fuck up!! as u guys r juz listening to 1 side of the story...u all juz dunno wat reli happen and who r there or try to put urself into our shoes...

be it if u guys say we aint gd enuf yet wanna perform...be it if u guys say we gt no tideness...be it if we gt attitude prob..be it if we create trouble..be it everything abt us coz we dun even care or bother!! wat do we get by listening to a bunch of peeps who juz know how to tok and be arragont that u all know everything abt music..abt music industry...or wat...be it if jinx has been blacklisted..fuck u peeps...i dun care..we play music...nt fight abt music...we dun compare as who is better or wat...i know music is all abt learning..and even though u all are pro or wat but there's no end in learning...mayb u all dun even know u gt enemies out there..or ppl toking abt ur band...u all tink u all are fucking great??!!! hahaha...look into the mirror lah guys...u r no better...u tink u can do play like malmsteen u r damn great...hahaha...u r juz a clown...be original ah...wat for be copycat...

since we jinx nvr bother other bands or tok bad abt other bands so dun be kpo in us ah...dun disturb ah...if u all nt happy speak up...tats it..y guys gt no balls?? as long as know where we stand and its better to get comments from ppl who deserve our listening ear...rather than u kids of posers and juz haunting money!!

its nt that jinx being arrogant or juz cannot accept feedbacks..we do...but juz dun go ard accussing us of wat we didnt do n try teach us abt how to play music..u gt urs n we gt mine...abt my drumming or wat..juz tinklah..where gt soundman come and tell u nt to adjust any of the drumset..so how am i gonna feel my drumming n njoying it...i am forcing myself to play but do u all know..cymbals are too far...toms toms are far...pedals running away from my feet...tats wat u call professional ppl?? how to be pro when u nvr get a chance to?? u r juz making us a fool to force ourselves to perform n play...stupid soundman...n dun ever tell my girls that they dunno how to play drums n nvr to understand wat drumming all abt...u fucking angmoh..u dun even know how to organise and be a gd soundman too..so dun ever tell me all tis bullshits...fuck u angmoh...

tats abt all...jinx is okie...n neutral..no matter wat happen that day..its a lesson for us..its over anyway...so watever u read in my nick...juz dun bother...its my prob..my own wish..who r u to control..we r musiscians..y muz we fight to be one..instead of being frens n play together to be musicians...dun be childish aite!! jinx is cool...we support any musiscians out there...gd luck!!

and anyway..i juz wanna ask those experienced musicians..whether haf u all encounter before playing or performing..u gt to surrender ur I/C first..then accusing u of breaking their equipments and demand for money?? have u all encounter that the owner demand money from the band instead of going thru the organiser first? isnt all tis proves that its the organisers and the owner fault instead of pinpting its the bands fault or the plyers fault?

                 signing off: lizdrummer_09 (khailiz_1505)
                 local scenes juz be careful when getting ur organisers!!

so yeah..i know its reli late to say happy new yr...but..still happy new yr to everyone...hahaha...may u ahf a properous n best wishes for 2007..

ok my new yr resolutions...hmm let me tink..as for now..i dun wan to tink abt drumming as i'm still feeling insulted...so for my jinx..i would like to juz help out for our originals..n mayb do demo if we gt enuf originals lah..i still havent decided to still continue wif the band or juz quit...so let time decide for me..wish my jinx gd luck in their studies n werk yea...love u girls alot..who guide me in music and also the fun n laughter we shared...the sleeping times we had together...the water bombs and stuffs...i juz love u girls company...the stage performance we had all tis while..u r my beloved girls...may we be bestfrens forever aite...if i ever wanna play again..the nxt palce i wanna perform is at MOS..hehehe...the last place i wanna perform is at esplanade...but first demo will be done soon yea...

as for my rship...it will be 5yrs me n deary be together in may...he's the love of my life...he's the only one who understands me alot...know me well...he's the one for me...i've learn from tis rship...nvr to judge a book by its cover and also looking gd doesnt mean ur heart is pure...i know deary is nt tat gd looking but his heart is the one tat makes him look gd...but to me...he's cute wif his belly...hahah..my chubby boy...in rship doesnt mean u only gt to love him..but gt to love his family and adapt to his lifestyle...love is full of sacrifices...understandings..gif and take..effort...it takes 2 hands to clap...doesnt mean only the guy who haf gif in always...we girls gt to play a part too...wat i love abt deary is of course his patience towards me...i always remember wat he ask from me..only these 3 things...understanding, solehah and also respect his parents...tats all he wans from me...he dun wan money or anything...juz tis 3 things n my love...hehehe...i know i'm abit materialistic at times...but neh i wont bother him..i'll use my money...hehehe...

abt werk...werk is getting bored as there's nt much business in january...so i'm more to playing n toking at werk...hahaha....i heard they r giving bonus nxt mth...hmm i wonder how much..coz i wanna gif deary some money for him to learn bike lessons...hehehe...hopefully its 2 mths bonus...so i can save and help deary...i've been tinking abt getting a new job...hmm...but nt sure yet...coz i love the pay in tis hotel..but the ppl make me crazy u know...hehehe...so shall wait and see lah...

anyway...i've bought myself a new hp of w850i which i've been aiming..and also a psp...yeah...hehehe....its so cool until ppl are calling me a rich girl....hahaha..bought a few games which i like...and yeah nxt one i wanna buy is winning eleven..for deary...since he loves soccer so much...hmm...c wat a gd gf i am rite...hahaha...as for my family...we r doing fine...treat them to sakura tat day coz i gt my AWS...hehehe...glad that they r happy n njoy the food...nxt wanna bring my sis to sakae sushi for her bday treat lah...hmm....til my nxt pay lah kan...

awaits for deary to pass his bike lessons and i can ride wif him...hehehehe....so syiok seh...so shall wait lah kan...as for me i'm glad i've found a best fren...marsita...she's a great fren indeed but where's my beloved gf...zab..been calling her and smsing her but to no avail...sighz..hope she'll call me soon...hope she's alrite yea...

                    signing off: lizdrummer_09 (khailiz_1505)
                    thanx to everyone for being there for me!!

peeps...pssstt...i know its been too long n so long n dunno wat long tat i'm not into blogging...as i gt no time n no mood to blog ah...i would like to share jinx experience at gas haus again...i would only love to say fuck the organisers..fuck the owners...fuck them!! gas haus suck!!

at first when ima n me went for the briefing..i tot everything was gonna be alrite..seems that the organiser is far more pro than the previous one who suck too..but it was totally wrong...totally fucked up too...

on the day of our gig..which was at 515pm...we jinx met early to eat together n tok cock yea...then when we reach the place..saw the crowd...it was so bored...kids n posers were reli dress up but nt performing instead juz the audience..but they dress like they r performing...muahahaa...kids lah kan...action lebih...then abt 4pm the asst came up to us if we wanna perform early..oh its a no peeps...coz we already gt supporters who came juz to support jinx at 515pm..hahaha...so the asst face was already fuck...but wat the hell..u cant force us...hahaha...then when its our turn..that fuck ang moh ask for my ic..hmmm...i was already abit nervous..y ah...then nvm..we played...yea the drums were nvr gd..cant even adjuzt to my comfort n sound...i had to force myself to play instead of playing it wif fun n passion...then there's tis guy i saw always stood at the sound system to watch how i play..u know like a spy...n yea true enuf..he was one of the spy..i wonder wat he get to spy on us..mayb fuck by the angmoh thru his ass...fuck u...we played well as we were nt rushing as we used to..hehehe...the crwd was boring but then we do haf our supporters though...

the after performance is the worst part...the angmoh says i carck the cymbal..fuck..he wouldnt gif back my ic unless i pay the full amt of it..sial ah..when it isnt totally my fault...first i'm not the first band who played..secondly i wasnt playing hardcore..but i was insulted by that fuck angmoh...regarding my strokes..then he say my drumsticks gt alot of chips..fucklah kan..he juz wan money...i had to pay 140 for it u know..wah..i fuck that organiser man...then the organiser promise to pay half the amt...but i gt to wait til 25th jan..sial ah...then giving reasons like they arent selling enuf tix..tis n tat..tats nt my prob sia...

then deary took over lah...he knows my style..coz if it was me..i would fuck them all the way...but deary is abit soft lah...he's patience..ok nvm..so we'll wait..coz i've already discuz wif my bro...who is a policeman...i'll go to the police if things dun werk out well..

so yeah..on top of that we jinx have learn ah...nvr to trust angmoh n gif face to orgainiser..if anything gt to wif ic..better dun perform...if nt bring a police to handle..i had enuf already...i'm so disappointed n insulted...now i'm hanging my drumsticks..money has juz gone wasted on tat fucking angmoh...fuck...sighz...reli bad luck sia...reli a total trun off in performing...tot wanna haf fun but instead it was a disapointment cum insulting!!

fuck gas haus man..fuck the organisers too as they aint kanchiong abt us..bt instead still concentrating to sell tix...money is all u care abt...nt professional at all..tats y i say...werking wif malay peeps is always a wrong move..malay ppl sucks in business..all they care is making money..but nvr care abt customers n win them..u know word of mouth regarding tis issue is stronger than u adertise in internet or wat..so to hell u peeps..i make sure gas haus gonna burn down!!

despite all..we would like to thank the frens n supporters who came juz to watch jinx n njoy the show...thank u...reli love u peeps!!

                 signing off: lizdrummer_09 (khailiz_1505)
                 no more gas haus no more fucking organisers!!